Ugh.

Fuck, I miss you already. Fuck.

Happy to be happy that I’m not with you, but I feel bad for anyone in your future. How many people will you hurt physically before you realize what you’re doing, you disgusting animal.

Maybe this will be nice. Maybe you’re really nice. Maybe I’ll kiss you a little.

Got to see a glimpse of how scanty and petty you can be and it made me sad, you’re better than that.

Glad I got to see you and how lame you’ve gotten. Even more so.

But at the same time, I’m not doing much better am I?

I am so disgusted by sex right now. I don’t want it anywhere around me. I just want to feel something real for once and have someone feel it back. 

“Give it time.”

nevver:

— Samuel Beckett